Fat girls, shopping, and jobs

I'm trying to find an outfit for this wedding that I'm going to next month. Being Mormon and being fat are putting me at a distinct disadvantage. And that's not to mention being short. Plus, I'm picky. I don't like most of the things I've seen. I know waht I have in mind: a nice, spring knee-length skirt with a bright colored top to go with it. But I can't seem to find what I want. I found a black winter skirt that I'm thinking of buying, but it's black, and I don't think that I should wear black to a wedding. It's not a funeral...or is it? And I'm between sizes. The size above me is just a bit too big and the size below me is just a bit small. And I like food too much to fix that. Oh, well. I'll find something I'm sure. It's just that there's not a lot of choice in Jersey. Maybe I'll find something in Liverpool.

I spent this morning looking for jobs in England. I don't want to go to England and leave Lyndon for a year, but it doesn't look like there's anything in Jersey. Maybe something will still come up. Who knows? But I don't want to leave it too late either. So, I sent off about 50 e-mails this morning to 50 different schools. We'll see how it goes, I guess. I find the whole situation depressing. I'd rather just stay at LRS with the kids that I know and do my NQT year there. I don't really want to do my NQT year somewhere else. Besides, I finally have friends.

I've found it really difficult to find people I actually like and want to hang out with in Jersey, but now that I have, I'm going to have to go somewhere else. Kind of sucks, in my opinion.

I met up with Gilles today for a drink and had a chat. We sat and made fun of people as they walked by. It was kind of fun.

Rugby now. Fun. Wales won the first match. I hope Scotland beat Ireland and England beat France. Yay for rugby boys. Soooo yummy.